An ambitious new member.

Greetings to whom it may concern. 

My name is Chris. I'm a new member to this site, as well as Satanism in general. I've read about Satanism for years off and on, but I've never taken the step forward to make anything happen. I've recently undergone a paradigm shift that has manifested over the course of several very long, and arduous days, in that, I feel like I'm ready to finally know my spiritual side. Being an Atheist for as long as I can remember, I've always tried to reject the idea of deities, but to be perfectly honest, I've always felt a strong attraction to Belial and the potential of his power, but I've tried to deny him for a very long time... I can't any more. It feels like I'm lying to myself the more I go on and the older I get. 

To make a long story short, I need a helping hand getting started. I really don't know what to do to become a 'Satanist'.