tired, empty and confused..

i need a little advice on a spiritual path.

I was raised catholic, figured out early that its a load of BS. I tried pagan, i don't have the passive nature for it. Atheist i wouldn't be OK in. I believe there is a higher power at work, but im lost, empty and confused. any advice is gladly welcomed.

As a Satanist myself, I would highly recomend grabbing a copy of the Satanic Bible, either physical or PDF, and reading it thoroughly. Being a Satanist, for myself there is no higher power than myself, and I am my own god. Unlike xian religions, the satanic bible is not a harsh and oppressive set of rules and the only real laws that should be somewhat seriously abided by are the Nine Satanic Sins and the Eleven Laws of the Land. Mainly, Satanism is about common sense and Indulgence instead of Absinence. If you have any further questions you would like to ask, feel free to PM me.

Ave Satanas!
Viper Slate

Couldn't have said it better myself, Viperslate13610.